The Revolution Begins

2005-01-06

I was reading my old entries and I realized that besides my aging body, nothing else has changed within me. Two years ago I couldn�t believe I was turning 19 and how grown up the age seemed. Now in only 20 days I�ll be 21 and the amazement seems to return. I�ll probably look back when I�m 30 and realize how whiny I must be. 21 means I can toss my charm and fake I.D out the window and be legally able to intoxicate myself. 21 means I can proudly practice my gambling habit at a casino.
However, 21 does not mean moving back home to Mommy nor does it mean the start for a husband search. Perhaps that is why I feel the need to rebel and revolt in my 21st year. I do not want to please my mother by moving back home, nor do I want to continue being known as someone�s girlfriend and not anything else. I am a woman who should take charge of her own life!
The uprising has begun in the most appalling of ways. Lets just say I am now eligible for the show �Cheaters�.