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27 year old girl. Edging towards real world. Stubborn. Falsely independent. Polish.
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What's Left Of It
2005-12-05
Tomorrow would have been our 2 year anniversary. Around the 6th of every month, I'd get emotional but this is the grand daddy of it all.About a week ago Bigfoot and I got back together for a total of 2 days before he realized that he can't be with me which in turn made me realize that he is no longer the guy I fell in love with. When emotions begin stirring, I have to remind myself that it's only because I miss those good times and even if kept trying, they could never be replicated.
When the decision fell on our final break up, he said 'Have a good life.' It's been 5 days now with no calls, or online contact and it's only know that I realize, this is the longest we haven't spoken.
It's a long road to recovery.