Lost In Transition2004-05-17It�s only the second day and already I�m falling apart. How weak of me to be sitting here with tears streaming down my face. Yet it�s so hard to go from spending every waking second with him to being apart for the next 4 months. I hardly got to speak to him lately. He�s always out of the house, on the run or hanging out with his friends. Is this how it�s going to be for the summer? It�s like having your best friend move away, leaving you with nothing and no one to turn to.I try to go to sleep early, believing the faster this day ends, the sooner this comes to a close. I try to keep myself occupied during the day. �Focus on the distance and you fall� a friend once said to me. I think I�m falling already.
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