Lost In Transition

2004-05-17

It�s only the second day and already I�m falling apart. How weak of me to be sitting here with tears streaming down my face. Yet it�s so hard to go from spending every waking second with him to being apart for the next 4 months. I hardly got to speak to him lately. He�s always out of the house, on the run or hanging out with his friends. Is this how it�s going to be for the summer? It�s like having your best friend move away, leaving you with nothing and no one to turn to.

I try to go to sleep early, believing the faster this day ends, the sooner this comes to a close. I try to keep myself occupied during the day. �Focus on the distance and you fall� a friend once said to me. I think I�m falling already.