Home Sweet Fucking Home

2003-11-27

The minute I walked into this house I knew something was up. And last night it all came crashing down on me.

My mother informed she is getting a divorce from my father. She found pictures of him and other women. She refused to show them to me claiming, I am too fragile for that.

Somewhere between kicking, screaming and crying, I realized all I wanted to do is lunge at my father and kill him. But he doesn't know yet. He won't know till the papers are ready. And now I have to act civil to him.

I feel sick to my stomach thinking about everything.

Happy Thanksgiving. May yours be better than mine.